Blog of R'kik D'nec

OK, so I really don't have anything to write about or report on. Prepare for pointless rambling. (But at least I'm updating regularly!) Sam is back at college now, leaving my parents and I alone at home. I still haven't moved my car up from the lower driveway to the upper (to replace the car my parents let Sam take to college). I'll move it eventually, but who knows when the next time I'll even use it is. I have nowhere to go. I have no one to see. Assuming all goes according to plan, I'll be visiting the University of Cincinnati and Cleveland over Labour Day weekend. Then I get to come back to a dentist appointment. (Use utmost sarcasm in reading the next sentence.) Oh joy. (Referring to the dentist; the trip I'm looking forward to.) I guess that's a summary of my life right now. I tried to apply to this drug dealer job that one of my parent's friends referred me to. (Technically pharmaceutical product sales, but whatever.) They guy promised that they were looking for college graduates with no experience necessary, so I filled out the resume and survey accordingly. Then the website told me I didn't have the necessary experience. Go figure. Both Broken Flowers and The Aristocrats are playing in Buffalo/Rochester finally. Hopefully I can go see one or both of those sometime in the next week or so. The 31st of August, Last Conservative (de Buffalo) and Down to Earth Approach (de Batavia) are playing a free concert in Buffalo, which should be pretty sweet. Anyone wanna go with me? Going out and doing things by yourself is so depressing. Today when I got up (around 4 PM) my mom came up to my room and asked what was wrong with me, and if I needed to see a doctor. I was a bit taken aback. I mean, yeah, it seems like I have nothing to live for sometimes, but I haven't really thought of myself as depressed or anything. I'm just getting by as best as I can, waiting for some great revelation. I don't know why I expect anything to come to me without actually doing any work, but I can dream can't I? Hey, I've always got the monkey sounds album and music video idea to fall back on, right? (Don't ask.) This is the turning point. The end of the summer as I know it. I'm all alone and I need a future. What the *bleep* am I going to do now?

Current Mood: Ambivalent
Currently listening to: Crimson by The Alkaline Trio
Last movie I saw: The Rules of Attraction
One line review: Better than I expected, very cool beginning
On a scale of 0-5 sucks (0 being the best): 2.5 sucks