Blog of R'kik D'nec

Don't start with the title. Who starts with the title? Someone who knows what they're writing about. I don't know what I'm writing about yet. I guess the rest of my vacation was a blur. Things improved somewhat at home, but I didn't get to travel at all. This last week back at school has been chaotic. So many thoughts and concerns have been flying through my head. I should be taking things one day at a time and enjoying the easy part of the semester. I usually don't get overwhelmed so fast, but I think the realization that this is my last semester has been getting to me. I just keep questioning my position with everything. I realize I need to look for a job, but I'm still scared that I'm making a big career mistake, and I'm not sure I'm ready to "settle down" yet. I've also been needlessly panicking about classes when I haven't even had any work to do yet. Then on top of all that I've been confused about social stuff, as always. Don't get me wrong, things have been exciting and going well for the most part, but I just have this overriding anxiety about everything. I wish I had time to stop and think. I'm not used to being on edge all the time.

Current Mood: Anxious
Currently listening to: Worlds Apart by ...And You Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead
Last movie I saw: Bottle Rocket
One line review: Funny, but didn't really go anywhere.
On a scale of 0-5 sucks (0 being the best): 2.0 sucks