Blog of R'kik D'nec

Homecoming was fun. I guess. You know what they say...strikes and gutters, ups and downs, sometimes you eat the bar, and well, sometimes... Bonus points to those who catch the allusion. In fact I'll give you a rice krispie treat, but you have to comment! You know, I'm an impatient person, and I don't really think that works out for me too well. There are some things that have to be aged properly to be fully appreciated. You just can't rush it if you want it to turn out well. Think of it as a fine wine. Vintage port, perhaps. I liked my last post. It was fun to write it, and I thought I was being insightful and clever. Apparently, though, I'm just full of shit. But enough about me, let's talk about you. And by you, I mean you. Who are you? I need to watch another good movie sometime soon. Lately, I think, I haven't been as concerned with how other people perceive me. I think that's a good thing. For a long, long time I was obsessed with it, and it really held me back from doing a lot of things. I think I'm finally taking some positive steps towards self definition. You know, I make fun, but "some people" had it right all along. You know who you are. I mean, I never really thought I would dance. Although it wasn't as bad as I had expected it to be, I didn't enjoy it enough to pursue on my own accord. There have been other things too. Just ways of looking at people I guess. Then there are those people that really annoy you. I'm trying to be more tolerant of them. I'm rather uncertain about fall break now. I suppose I'm going to Pittsburgh on Sunday and Monday, but I have no idea what I'm going to do with the rest of the time. Maybe I'll visit Columbus, or home. That's a lot of driving though. I wish I could be more social and talkative. There are so many times when I just don't know what would be appropriate to say, or where I just don't know what to talk about at all. It can be frustrating. Especially when I beat myself up over it. I'm not doing that as much anymore. I try not to go back over and over things in my head. It's hard, though, not to replay scenarios and think of how you could have handled it better. Well, I didn't really have anything to say, and I guess I didn't really say anything, so I'll leave it at that.

Current Mood: Confused
Currently listening to: Tranceport by Paul Oakenfold
Last movie I saw: (still) Sky Captain and The World of Tomorrow
One line review: (still) Very interesting effects-wise, but lacked an engaging story
On a scale of 0-5 sucks (0 being the best): (still) 2.5 sucks