Blog of R'kik D'nec

What is a paradigm anyway? Or shall I say pair-a-dig-um.... Anyway. Fall break, I think, is a time of realignment and reassessment. It seems like when I come back I start looking at everything from a different perspective. This week is pretty crazy. I think part of the problem is that I didn't get as much down time as I would have liked over break because of my report I had to do, but it still seems like I'm drowning in everything and I never really even had a break. Well, I suppose that's a bit of an overstatement. I haven't done anything the past two nights. I'm trying to make up for the fact that I did stuff over break. Really, though, in my head it seems like I'm staring straight at the end of the semester and I have so much to get done. Oh well. I'm not that worried about it. What does it matter in the long run anyway? OK, so I started writing this over an hour ago. I am so scatterbrained tonight. It's a good thing though. Anyway, this is part of what I'm talking about. Having the two days off just throws the whole week out of whack. Maybe for thanksgiving I should take off the whole week. I did that 2 years ago, and it was good. I'm not sure if I can afford it though. So being at home was a bit awkward. It was strange not having my brother around, and just being there with my parents. Sometimes it feels like I don't know how to relate to them anymore. Oh well, I guess things change. I'm looking forward to this weekend. I actually have some tentative plans, and hopefully they'll be fun. I still just can't get over how messed up this week has been. Academically, socially, everything has just had this strange aura about it that I can't describe. Hopefully I'll get settled back into things soon enough.

Current Mood: Carefree
Currently listening to: Angel Youth by Last Days of April and Showbiz by Muse
Last movie I saw: (still) Quiz Show
One line review: (still) Amusing with a good message and a good ending
On a scale of 0-5 sucks (0 being the best): (still) 2 sucks