Blog of R'kik D'nec

So aside from all the political stuff, I just wanted to share this disturbing dream that I had last night. It was late afternoon, and not many people were around. The sun was just about to set. I was walking to my car in the parking lot by Fribley. (It was just where I left it in real life.) I see someone else about to get into their car, when they're attacked by two men with guns. With these two men was a small kid wearing a bandana. He couldn't have been more than 12. The two men start dragging the other man off somewhere. I'm scared, but instead of doing anything I crouch down on the pavement behind my car. One of the men sees me though, and the larger guy, who's apparently in charge tells his sidekick to take the other guy somewhere while he deals with me. The kid runs over to me first and is followed closely by the man in charge. He tells the kid to rob me. I've only got about 20-some dollars, and I give it to the kid without objecting. The kid runs off after the second man. Now it's just me and the man in charge. He holds up his gun to the right side of my head. I start panicking and ask what more he wants. I beg him not to kill me. He calmly says, "Don't worry, I'm not going to kill you," as he moves the gun over to his right hand and places it at an upward angle on my left temple. "I'm only going to shoot out part of your brain." He brushes aside his hair on the left side of his head, revealing a large scar, saying "Just like what happened to me."
As if I wasn't already scared enough, this terrified me. I couldn't think of anything, so I just started trying to recite the 23rd Psalm, but I couldn't remember it. The man mocked me, and just as he was about to pull the trigger, his partner interrupted him. He took the gun away and talked to his partner for a minute, but then his partner left again and he got back to torturing me. This time, he took out a knife and started threatening to cut my testicles off. Before he could act though, his partner came back with a vehicle, and they grabbed me and took me with them. We ended up at a hideout of some kind, where the other person they abducted was tied up. I don't really remember what happened after that, but there was some exchange and story at the hideout before I finally woke up. Anyway, I just thought that it was a really disturbing dream. The whole idea of some psycho with half a brain out trying to get a roundabout revenge by hurting others is really quite sickening. So yeah, that's pretty much it. I'm not even going to try and interpret things. Sweet dreams.....

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