Blog of R'kik D'nec

I say that I'm insignificant, that I haven't made a big contribution to anyone's life and that no one would miss me if I were gone. You of course tell me that this isn't true, that I'm important as a person and go on to tell me how I'm important to you. This is exactly what I expect you to say however, and in fact by my saying the first part, I'm really inciting you to give me compliments and motivational crap. Does it really make me feel any better? No. Is it worth going through this stupid process then? No. I would like to think that I have a positive impact on people's lives around me, but I can't convince myself that it's true, and neither can you. If you try to tell me that I'm important, then I dismiss what you're saying as false because it's exactly what I expect you to say. Of course, if you tell me that I'm a horrible person, then it's unexpected, but it really doesn't help anything either. There's really nothing you can say. Why do I even write this stuff? It just becomes a continual cycle of misery. I guess it's good to get things out, but in the end it really doesn't make me feel any better. This sucks. There's really nothing I can say.